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Well there really has been no upside to this year. My great-grandma died three days before Valentine's Day. Was a week after her birthday and I already was not having a good day at school. When I got home I found out what had happened. My aunt Liz was dumb enough to post it on Facebook. If it is family related then it should not be posted. Next, my great-uncle almost died on the 4th of July. He was going to grab his keys, he was sitting in a lawn chair. When he went to retrieve the keys from his pocket he had a stroke. He was a little messed up after he kind of was conscious again. My great-uncle said I wish I was dead to his own children. He also forgot he had a son. My baby cousin, Sandra, on her birthday was supposed to blow out the candle. Instead she decide to touch the lit candle. Of course she cried and has been afraid of candles since then. Nothing for me has been good this year. Always felt like an outsider everyday. I talk to some people but I do not feel like any ones fr...

Well when it comes around Christmas time is the worst time for cleaning. Before we set-up even one decoration the house has to be cleaned everywhere. This is probably the only thing I hate about Christmas. When you already have a terrible looking house on the outside but it does look a little bit better inside. If my mom could have the house she always wanted and a lot of money for decorations there would be too many decorations as there already is in the house. She has ten bins full of Christmas decorations and then the one big box for the tree that we just bought this year. I normally just put up a few things and then leave the rest for my relatives to put up instead of me.

I do not have any idea of what new sport to make or even change. Why can't there be a different topic not something as difficult as this one. Well since I have to think of something it would involve volleyball and basketball. Those are the two sports I really enjoy out of the wide variety there is in this world. I guess the main objective for the new found sport would be that you have to dribble the volleyball down a basketball court and hit or set the ball into the net to score a point. Well I am so done with this one. Next...

Well this year for Thanksgiving our tradition will be changed a little bit. Since my great-grandma died this year. Thanksgiving will be held at my aunt and uncle's house. My family usually says the common table prayer which I do not even know. Food wise we always have ham and turkey. Some of the dishes and desserts change. Except for the pumpkin pie, but if there is one piece left there will be a fight over that piece. Someone always tends to bring apple pie. No one will fight over that pie. My grandma will always make ravioli, mom makes corn bread casserole, and one of my aunts will make mashed potatoes. There is always not that much gravy for the mashed potatoes. Everyone uses the gravy to pour over their turkey. Thanksgiving will probably be a mess this year.

My favorite horror movie villain would have to be Michael Myers from Halloween. I first watched this movie with my dad when I was ten years old. Michael probably would spend his Halloween just murdering people. That is what Michael started doing when he thought his youngest sister Laurie died. Michael sees her in Halloween H20: 20 years later. I have always wanted to get one of his mask for Halloween or just to scare my sisters. It would be fun to freak them out once I get the mask. When Halloween comes up next year it will be very entertaining.

Picking an all time movie is probably one of the hardest things to do. There is so many out there I can not just put one at the top. Why did Hudson ever make a topic like this one. Uggghhh... this is why I can not function right every day. So if I had to choose probably would be the real Spider-man movies. The ones with Tobey Maguire playing Spider-man. When he makes certain faces in certain scenes I tend to laugh at them. Not as much as I use to since I have not actually seen the movies in a long time. Some time last month I watched them all over again. I forgot how good the movies were since the first time I watched them was when I was ten. In my opinion I think Tobey Maguire is the best spider-man there has been and that the spider-man movies from the early 2000's are the best ones.

I have been given advice before but it is always the same. Always trust yourself and never regret anything you said or did not say. Everyone eventually does regret what they did or did not say at least once maybe more. I am pretty sure I might have given advice to friends of mine. I do not remember what I said to them but I doubt my ability to help people. I do admit that I tend to not trust myself or the actions have done through the day. There are a few things I do regret saying but that means my life right now would be different than the one I am living right now.

Dear future child of mine, There are many things I could tell you. Name wise if you were a boy Thomas Xavier or Lucas Oliver. If you are a girl Symphony Leanne or Charlotte Maria. I had these names on my mind for a couple years now. The world right now is a disaster. Government is spending more than they have in previous years. At least the unemployment rate in this country has stayed at 5% through the whole year for now. Just to tell you I will always be there for you in your good and hard times. Always come to me when you feel like you are comfortable about telling me something. I will not bug or push you around to tell me. I will always love you no matter what you do with your life.                                                          

If I did live in any era it would be around 1723 in Versailles. For only one reason: one of my favorite fictional characters in a book is a princess during that time period. I would probably be the person that you do not see much because I would be cleaning all the time. Even though we possibly could be friends. It is against the rules for royalty to be friends with peasant workers. So that being said I am most likely to be friends with the other workers. I would be jealous because she is a princess. Princesses can basically do whatever they want. Yet the posture of their body should always be straight.

Everyday it was Aladdin, The Little Mermaid, or Beauty and the Beast. My mom would always sing all the songs from Beauty and the Beast when we are watching the movie. I tried singing with her but failed miserably. My sister, Kayelyn would make us play The Little Mermaid. We watched that movie for a straight week. My favorite Disney movie when I was growing up was probably The Lion King. They way the dramatic music played when Mufasa was trying to help save Simba. Then his own brother kills him by not helping him up from the cliff. The song 'Be Prepared' made me happy with the way the special effects were done also it was a very catchy song. Before 'Hakuna Matata' was playing I would laugh when Timon would explain Pumbaa's past.

Well supernatural is coming back so excited about that. Also can stand the wait for Hellevator to come back on the game show network. Lately I have started watching project runway, the voice, and dancing with the stars. There are some pretty good designers on project runway. Any singers from the Voice does not surprise me at all. Except for the seventeen year old girl that has a squeaky talking voice. Ryan Lochte is doing pretty good for still being their for be safe for three weeks now. On freeform their is a new show called the letter. It will premiere on October 11th. By seeing the commercials it looks entertaining not knowing which friend gave you the letter. What the friend writes down in the letter you have to do it no matter what it is saying.

I tend to draw over my notes. It really does help me focus when I think I am dozing off. I tend to pay more attention to someone when I am drawing something. If someone saw my doodles from my notes they might think it is weird. All I do is draw random things. I will never draw a human being or animal. Knowing my terrible skills with drawing living things. Last time I tried drawing a human being it looked like they should be dead. Animals tend to be not that bad when I draw. Sometimes I do write down lyrics from songs. It is only because it pops in my head from no known source. I do not know what made me think of it. I just write it down anyways to remember it for a later time. Only to listen to the song at a later time.

Well I never really had an excuse to get out of doing chores. The only way I got out of it was to go to my room and sleep. Since I am a really deep sleeper it tends to work. If you poured water over my face then I would wake up. That only happened once which is still a miracle. I am glad that it has not happened another time. I get out of it just for the day. When I do that tomorrow would be the day I dread. Knowing that I will have to do another the next night.

This journal is like a very creative work of art. Some people may see the same thing. Others may be seeing something else. To me this journal looks like butterflies, certain insects, and maybe people. This is probably the most interesting thing I have seen all year yet. This will never change the way I think or my personality. The test will never tell what kind of person I am. People change all the time throughout there lives. Nothing can be set in stone and stay the same. We change a lot so this test can not really tell me who I am.

Well nothing has really been going on. Out of all my classes there is one book. Nothing exciting has really happened. To me right now the easiest classes are English, human development, physical education, and math. I do not really have any hard classes. Well I guess there are a few things that I look forward to this year. Getting kindergarten buddies for human development. Class trip to Wisconsin Dells most likely. The last thing on my mind right now is the day I graduate. Of course that means I have to finally start thinking about college. Well there are other important things to think about. I know that I am not ready now but time is closing in to make one of the biggest choices in my life.